Chapter 63
Ava p. o. v
I stare at him dumbstruck, I couldn’t believe my ears, heck I didn’t even want to believe what just came out of his mouth.
You know how they say, you get struck by lightning and then everything began to fade away, you could hear your heartbeat accelerating with each breath. Yeah! That’s how I’m feeling right now.
“What? Are you for real.” I muttered, hearing my words, one would think that I’m happy about the divorce. But it the complete opposite, my insides burns with anger, I clenched my fist in attempt to control my temper.
I hardly ever get angry but when I do, like my brother always says, even the devil runs to take cover. The room felt like it was closing in around me.
In my mind, I was growing larger and larger, expanding with rage, if I didn’t do something to get myself under control, I’d explode.
If I’m one of those disney cartoon characters, smoke will be zoning out of my ears and nose.
Vince nod, not bothering to use his words, is he been foolish, or is it me acting foolish. I close my eyes and took in long deep calming breathe, I repeat the action several times before finally putting my anger out but not completely though.NôvelDrama.Org is the owner.
I walk around Vince, stopping in his face, I wanted to glare at him but my emotions got the better of me, my emotions were on full display, one glance at my eyes, Vince please, just one glance.
I begged silently.
“So this is it?” I ask bitterly, staring at him hoping he would take one glance at me instead of that boring wall opposite him. He completely ignores me, I wanted to yell at him, beg him or even slap a response from this cold looking husband of mine.
I swallow the thick lump in my throat.
“You’re aren’t just going stand there and ignore me like some piece of trash, not after everything.” Still no response, he simply walk away to the mini bar in his office, he pour himself a glass of whiskey and took a sip, all this while ignoring my presence.
I tried blinking back the tears, but they still came thick, hot tears raced down my cheeks, I angrily wipe them away. Although, it didn’t stop the tears from flowing in more, however it gave me the confidence I need.
“Why….” I trail off, taking a breathe in between. “Is it because… I lost the baby?” I cried, saying it out loud hurt just as much.
“I know I was wrong, I should have listened to you, and shouldn’t have gotten involved.” I regret most of my actions now, but we can’t undo anything now, right?.
“I don’t fucking care about losing that baby, you’re alive and safe, and that’s good.” He finally spoke, but still not sparing me a glance.
“Good?! Then why are you pushing me away.” My heart breaks seeing him in the condition, he’s remorseful and drowning in self guilt.
Why can’t he just let me in, let me share some of his burden.
“Answer me Vince or I’ll take your silence for an answer.” I storm my way to him, gripping the glass from him and threw it away. The glass broke into pieces, both Vince and I remain unfazed by the deafing sound from the broke glass.
“I get it now.” I said realizing I won’t be get anything from him soon, “you don’t want me in your life anymore right? You don’t love me anymore like you claim because I lost the baby, now I’m just a liability, a nuisance and a waste of time to you now and I get it.” I stated and turn around to leave, but Vince gripped my hand halting me.
He crushed his lips against mine, he kissed me madly, I shut my eyes allowing him to kiss me hard and fiercely.
My hands are clutching the front to his shirt, this kiss is making me losing my mind because I can feel his burning passion and desire getting out of control.
I can also feel his emotions.
It’s raw and reckless, all the pent up emotions spilling into the kiss, my heart breaks for him.
Vince lifts me up, my legs automatically wraps around his waist. My hand went around his neck clutching into him.
I can feel his cock twitch against my core, before he walks to his desk and dropped me on it, settling himself between my legs. My mouth fell open in a breathless gasp as his lips left mine, and continue it way pressing soft, wet kisses against my skin and covered breast.
My pulse quickens as he randers me bare, discarding all our clothing and I didn’t even realize when.
“You said I don’t need you anymore, when you’re the air I breath.” Vince prying eyes stares at my pussy intently for a moment before snapping his head up and locking his gaze on mine as he got down on his knees.
He refuses to break eye contact as he leans in and presses his hot tongue on my core. I jerk slightly in surprise, shocked at the rough sensation his tongue brings.
“I love every bit of you, every inch of you and I will continue loving you until I take my last breath.” He allowed me some space to gather myself, but it isn’t long before he’s licking me once more, his tongue forcing its way between my lips and up to my clit.
I bring my hands to head, weaving my fingers into the his soft silk curls. His lips expertly close around my clit and he sucks on it, I gasp and moan grabbing onto his locks to push him closer to me.
I tried maintaining eye contact with Vince, but the sensations he brings becomes too much for me to handle, and I’m forced to break it. I threw my head back as I moan loudly.
The pressure begin to build up in my core, and I can’t stop myself as my hips grind against his tongue as I Fuck his face. He let me do what pleases me, my breathing coming out in loud pant as his tongue pleasures me.
Instinctively, my thighs close around his head as my orgasm rushes through me, the intensity of it shocking me, a moan falls from my parted lips as I ride the waves, my body slumping as I came from my high.
I was trying to catch my breath, but Vince didn’t give me the time as I felt his hot pulsating thick shaft thrusting into me with force that knock out all the air from my lungs.
He didn’t let me adjust to his seize, instantly, slamming into like a barbarian, like a starve cave man seeing food after a long time
“Fucking nonsense, I don’t need you? I live for you, every breath I take is for you and you are sprouting nonsense from your delicious lips.” Saying that his lips crush on mine against, but this time the kiss is slow and sweet despite him thrusting his manhood into me with the force that can move a mountain.
We are savoring each other’s taste, I love his lips on mine, be it rough and hard or smooth and slow.
We broke apart from the kiss, Vince brings his attention to my breast, his lip lapping my left nipple, while he plays with the other. I hug his neck and presses an open mouth kiss on the nape of his neck, Vince shudders letting out a loud moan-like groan at my action, driving his hips deeper into mine and faster than before.
“For Fuck sake Ava!! Can’t you see how much I need you, and you say I don’t love you. I loved you and I’ll continuing loving till my last breath, can’t you see the changes, the light you brought to my life?” He whispers, his voice tight and grunts fell from his tight teeth.
“I swear to God, you’re going to be the death of me, my cara Mia.” He cursed throwing his head back, eyes closed.
“Climb the table.” Vince instructs, pulling out of me, I complied climbing on table, “All fours.” There’s something about the way he speaks that makes my body just complied to every single command of his.
He thrust into me behind, the position is news to me and the pleasure that comes with is something else, I can feel Vince deeper than before. My legs and hands were shaking from the intense sensation, I don’t think they can hold me up for long.
My toes curl as I felt the second orgasm building up, this is too much.
“Vince….. Please… ” I don’t even know what I’m begging for, whether to continue or not, but definitely not the later.
Vince gripped on my waist and pulled me back to stability, since I’m somewhat crumbling.
“Vince!!!” I screamed out his name when he hit my spot, my orgasm came rushing and creaming his cock. Vince wasn’t far behind as he came too.
“Fuck Cara!” He held me tightly against himself, as he released his seed into my body. We both remain in each other’s arms for a while still in the moment.
My rapid breathing has calmed down, and I went limp in Vince arms, while he busy himself by peppering kisses on my skin.
“Why are you avoiding me, why pushing me away.” I spoke breaking the sweet but tense silence between us.
After the pleasuring moment, we came back to our previous situation, knowing that argument or whatever it was, was still hanging.
“I failed.” Vince move to tear his arms from my body, but I was ready for that kind of reaction, so I quickly turned and held him in place.
We stare at each other, well I was looking at him, while he refuses to look back at me.
“Look at me.” I command and immediately his eyes snapped to mine, a bit shock at my command. I smiled at him and kissed him light on his cheeks, then his lip and lastly on his forehead lingering a bit there before pulling back to his shock gaze.
“You didn’t fail at anything.” I whisper to him.
“I did, I failed to protect you and the rest of our family. When I married you, I swore to protect you with everything I have, but instead left you in harm’s way.” His voice dropped low, finally opening up.
“I could have lost you! I don’t care about some fucking baby, I just want you back in my arms. But I watch you struggling to survive, that’s when I realized I have failed you.” A single tear slide down his cheek, and I kissed it away.
“You shouldn’t have hurt even a single hair on your head, if I was being careful enough. I know you must hate me for not coming to you on time, I let that bastard lay his filthy hands on you. I’m sorry.” I was stunned, if there’s someone who is supposed to be sorry then that’s me.
He has gone through hell and back all through his childhood, he was forcefully exposed to this dangerous world as a child and was forced to fight his way to survive at a tender age. When most of his mate at that time, were been given allowances that allow them to party around, clubbing and all the fun stuff.
I should be sorry for making him revisit his past, if I had told him about the text send to me, maybe, just maybe things would have turn out differently, positively.
“You were right on time when I needed you Vince, and won’t regret anything I went through in Nikolai’s hands.” Vince cringe when I mention Nikolai’s name.
“I love you Vincenzo Isaac Alfonso, I Love you for you and I won’t change you for the world. You’re my Man, and always will be.” I finish my short speech.
Tears fell from Vince eyes.
“I Love you too my Angel, I’ll moves mountains and destroy this planet you if you so much as wish for it.” With that he clashed his lips on mine.
My man, My big baby.