Losing His Virginity
“Brak!” There was another small tearing sound. But if the sound was compared to before, this time the sound was louder, and Alberto felt pain.
Alberto was very surprised to hear that small tearing sound again. This was the second time he heard the tearing sound. He immediately sat down and asked.
“What’s wrong?” He wanted to know what had happened until he heard the tearing sound again.
Seeing Vega hold something clear in color, Alberto asked. “What’s that?”
He wanted to know what Vega was holding.
“Yuhuu! I got it.” Vega said cheerfully as she showed off Alberto’s loose virgin layer.
Her face looked so happy. There was a big smile on Vega’s face.
“What’s that, Vega?” Alberto repeated his question curiously while he frowned. Then he tried to get closer to Vega.
“Your virgin layer,” replied Vega cheerfully and proudly, as she had managed to become the woman who had obtained Alberto’s virgin layer.
“Do you want to hold it?” asked Vega, to which Alberto nodded his head.
“Just hold it, but be careful!” Vega ordered.
“It’s easy to tear,” said Vega, because she was afraid that Alberto’s virginity, which she was proud of, would later tear.
Alberto held his virginity layer slowly and carefully because he was afraid that his virginity layer would tear. In all his life, he has just known what his virginity looked like.
After Alberto was satisfied holding it, Vega immediately stood up and walked from the bed to get her bag. Afterwards, she looked for the plastic clip that she always carried with her. Then she put a virginity layer on the plastic clip.
“That means you have taken my chastity. You can’t leave me.” Alberto said with great fear that Vega would leave him after he gave everything to Vega.
“Of course! As long as you keep me happy, I won’t leave you.” Vega said.
The last sentence sounded like a condition to Alberto. That sentence has another meaning: Alberto wants Vega to always be with him, so he must always be able to make Vega happy.
If not, then Vega will leave him. Indeed, the sentence sounded as if Vega was not sincere in accompanying and loving him.
Therefore, Alberto asked in confusion. “Why do I always have to make you happy?”
“Yes, because if you make me sad or upset, I will definitely leave you.” Vega said it casually, as if she was carefree.
Alberto felt very annoyed. He felt a great anger in his heart because he imagined Vega would leave him.
He knows that he’s an imperfect human being. So, anytime he can make Vega sad, upset, or disappointed, and at that moment Vega will leave him.
That means everything he has given to her will be in vain. He has given his virginity to Vega, and Vega will leave him easily just because Alberto is unable to make Vega happy.
Alberto wanted to show his frustration and his annoyance, but he was afraid that Vega would leave him at that time. Therefore, Alberto could only partially suppress his emotions and complain.
“Ah, Vega! I thought that after giving you everything, there’s no possibility that you will leave me.. Apparently, you’re like that.”
“Of course not! We can break up anytime, and I can leave you whenever I want.” Vega said casually as she put the plastic clip into her bag.Belongs to (N)ôvel/Drama.Org.
Feeling played by Vega, Alberto immediately shouted in annoyance. “You’re evil, Vega! You’ve stolen my chastity, and you do like this.”
“No wonder you’ve been so kind to me.” Alberto felt no wonder.
All this time he was confused by Vega’s kindness, which was a bit excessive, but so far he was sure that Vega did the kindness because she is kind. But after that event, Alberto felt that Vega just wanted to play with his love and get his virginity.
“Hey!” scolded Vega as she slapped Alberto’s cheek. She was annoyed, and she didn’t accept being called the one who had stolen Alberto’s chastity.
For Vega, she is not the one who has stolen Alberto’s chastity. She thinks that Alberto is just letting go of his virginity when they have sex.
Two sentences that have almost the same meaning, but those sentences have different meanings to Vega. The person who has stolen is the person who steals without any permission and with coercion, while letting go means that there is no coercion, theft, or usurpation involved.
“What did you just say?” asked Vega with an annoyance that made Alberto immediately repeat the sentence he had just said.
“Hey! Remember! You’re letting go of your virginity when we have sex together, and of course we have sex because you want it!” Vega got mad.
Her face turned red. She was really angry with Alberto’s words that had labeled her as a person who had stolen Alberto’s virginity.
“I never force you to have sex with me. But you want to have sex with me, right? I always asked you before we had sex, and you said that you liked it and wanted it,” said Vega.
“Yes, but that’s because you persuaded me. If you didn’t persuade me, I wouldn’t want to do that with you.” Alberto argued.
“That’s true, but you can refuse. You’re a man. Remember that!” Vega tried to defend herself.
“Why didn’t you just refuse? You can push me, kick me, slap me, or be hard on me, right?” Vega asked.
“But why did you let it all go and enjoy it? Hmmh?” asked Vega again, which left Alberto confused and wondering to himself. “Why, huh?”
“That’s right what Vega said. I should have done that, but why was I did that?” said Alberto in his heart.
He wanted to ask her about it, but he chose to remain silent and think of his own answer. He frowned and stared in confusion. In another side, he realized and felt that he should have fought back, instead of giving in or surrendering and letting Vega enjoy his body until his virginity was lost.
But, in another side, he was confused. Why did he surrender? There were two different sides to him.
Alberto’s response made Vega understand Alberto’s confusion. Therefore, she immediately answered Alberto’s question. “Because you always enjoy it when we have sex.”
“Remember! I never force you.” Vega asked Alberto to remember, and that’s true.
“You always let me enjoy your body, and you always enjoy my touches when we have sex. So you can’t say that I stole your virginity.”
“Besides, what’s the importance of virginity?” Vega felt that the importance of virginity was not that great.
“Nowadays, virginity is not important. The important thing is that a person is capable of satisfying her or his partner in bed or not. right?” Vega confirmed.
“Besides, if I’m a virgin but I can’t stimulate you, you won’t be under me, and you won’t love me, right?” Vega confirmed it again.
“All this time you want to have sex with me because I’m so great at having sex in bed. If I’m not great, I’m sure you will reject me too.” Vega said.
“But…” Alberto wanted to argue and told his argument.
But before he could finish his argument, Vega had already spoken. “Shut up! Do you still want us to continue or end this relationship?”
“If you want us to continue this relationship, well! That’s okay. Don’t even bother talking about it!” Vega ordered.
“It’s up to me to leave you at any time, and it’s up to you to leave me at any time! There’s no compulsion to be faithful and be together. There’s no certainty that we will always be together.” Vega was annoyed because she felt Alberto was trying to interfere with her freedom.
“Remember that carefully!” Vega asked Alberto to remember.
“But, if you want us to break up, well! That’s okay.”
“No problem. I’ll go from here.” Vega said while she walked out of the room, as she felt that Alberto would definitely ask her to break up.
“So, what do you think? I’ll wait for your decision before I leave this home now.” Vega said it firmly.
It’s a very difficult choice for Alberto. He loves Vega so much and doesn’t want to break up with her.
He wants to continue their relationship. He doesn’t want to lose Vega.
Because he is afraid that if he breaks up with Vega, will any other woman want to be with him and love him? Is he still valuable? He didn’t know.
What if there is no woman who will love him and accept him? That was what Alberto was thinking.
In the meantime, he felt very upset that he had been played by Vega. He had only two choices.
Should he break up with Vega or continue the relationship? If they break up, then all the privileges he has been getting from Vega will be lost.
If he continues the relationship, he still gets all the privileges, and he is still Vega’s boyfriend. It’s not impossible that he will eventually get married to Vega.
Whatever his choice, one thing that is certain is that he is no longer a virgin. Therefore, he chose to continue his relationship with Vega.
He felt that he had to keep Vega happy and submissive to make her stay with him and not leave him. Therefore, Alberto immediately chased after Vega, who was sitting on the sofa.
“I still want to continue this relationship, honey.” Alberto answered.
“I’m sorry!” Alberto immediately apologized.
“It’s okay, honey. You’ve made a good choice.” Vega said so happily.
“You’re really smart. So you know what choice to make. I’m so proud of you,” praised Vega, for which Alberto was grateful.
“So, come on, honey! Let’s continue!” Alberto invited.
“Come on!” Vega accepted Alberto’s invitation.
They chose to continue their dating relationship. Afterwards, they kissed and continued their sex as a sign that they were continuing their relationship.