Bonfire In The Woods
Damien’s POV
I slam the door to my bedroom, with the sound resonating through the whole house, but I couldn’t care less because I am so fucking pissed!
Fine, if it’s space she wants, I’ll let her be for now. There’s no need to stick around because it’s obvious she is not planning on opening that door anything soon. I think it’s more than just the orgasm, she feels insecure and I don’t know why. I’ll just give her some time to calm down her nerves, I need to clear my head also, I’m getting more upset by the minute.
I had nearly exposed my secret because of my anger. My wolf was threatening to break free, he wasn’t happy that she was pushing us away, it felt like rejection and he wasn’t happy about it. He wanted to break free and smash down this stupid door that’s standing between us, but I can’t let him do that. Forcing our way in would only make her more furious, besides, it would also expose our identity to her, and that could push her further away from us.
When I stormed down the stairs, I saw my sisters and their boyfriend, they were heading for a run in the woods along with some of their other friends. They only had to look at my face and they’ll know that I’m in a foul mood. It seems that’s all Sofia does to me, push my buttons and piss me off nonstop.
“I can sense your anger from a mile away bro. You need to take it easy with her, you know she is new to all this and she has no idea what is going on around here.” Sonia scolded me in her usual strict tone, sounding like our mom.
“Where are you guys headed, I need to let off some steam before I end up killing the next person that says shit to me.” I asked her grumpily, not doing anything to hide the fact that I am angry. My wolf wants to be let out, and this time, I don’t think I can stop him.
“We’re having a bonfire at the clearing space that is close to the stream, we’re celebrating Justin’s return. But you don’t have to come if you don’t want to, you can actually.
I did not wait for her to finish her statement, I started undressing as I dashed towards the path that lead to the woods, shifting in the process as I ran without turning back. The moon is at its peak and it is the perfect time to go for a run and bond with the pack. My senses were more heightened because of the full moon, as well as my feelings and emotions. I can feel every slightest emotion and it hits me in waves.
Am I going about this the wrong way?
Should I have told her everything from the start, would she have accepted me if she knows the whole truth?
I just want her to get to know the real me before she discovers our hidden secret, why won’t she just understand me, I want her too, I want to feel my dick buried deep within her warm wet pussy, but I can’t claim her without placing my mark on her, my wolf would want to place his mark on her and she is certainly not ready for that, she would freak out and run away if I attempted to mark her without easing her to the truth, why can’t she just be a little patient with me goddammit!.
“You can share your burden with me Alpha, you know I’ll always be there for you.” I heard Stacy’s voice in my head, pissing me off even more, if that were even possible. I could hear footsteps behind me and I knew that she had followed me out here. The whore never gives up, she is just too desperate and ambitious, which is the more reason why I have to avoid her at all cost and also keep her away from Sofia.
“Fuck off bitch, I am not in the mood for your stupid mind games, Don’t say I didn’t warn you,” I told her sternly.
“Don’t be like that my love, you know I would never turn my back on you when I know that you need me, I can be there for you Alpha, I can take away your pain and sadness my love, I can make you feel happy again, all you have to do is ask and I’ll gladly oblige all your requests.” She purred out softly, forcing me to halt in my tracks as I stopped and turned to her, letting out a mighty roar that resounded and shook the whole trees in this woods.
“Get away from me, you whore or I swear I’m going to kill you where you stand. Stay away from Sofia and I, Stacy, or you won’t like what I’ll do to you.” I warned in annoyance as I released my aura in waves, suppressing her. She stood at the same spot with her head bowed low in submission. I could tell from the frown on her face that she doesn’t like it when I force her to submit to me, but I couldn’t care less, I have far more important issues to deal with.
“Get off my fucking face!” I ordered her sternly, watching as she turned around and headed back to wherever she had come from. I did not expect her to leave so willingly, she never gives up without a fight, she always has a trick up her sleeves. She has a way of messing with people’s heads, making you bend to her will. She had used her mind games to sneak her way into my life, thinking she could get me to mate with her.
She must think that I’m stupid!
When she left, I turned around and sprinted into the woods, letting my wolf speed deeper into the woods, trying to let go of my anger. I have no reason to be angry here, it all my fault. I took her away from her family and I brought her here and told her I loved her. Any sane person would want to take it a little further, she thought it’s what I wanted, how don’t let her know that I can’t make love to her without marking her, I’ll have to tell her that I’m a werewolf and I can’t do that until she trusts me completely.
How do we get past this?
I can’t bear seeing her this furious at me, it hurts me to see her cry so much, I shouldn’t have gotten mad at her when it was obviously my fault. I’ll just wait until morning, am sure she’ll be fine after a long night of sleep, then I can try once more to explain to her that I want her as much as she wants me but I can’t make love to her because I don’t want to hurt her. I can even chip in the old human ideology that it’s better to stay celibate until marriage. I’ll tell her I want us to wait until after our marriage before we do it, I know she’ll feel so much better when I tell her that she’s so special to me and that is why I want to make an honest woman out of her. I guess that would work, for now, until I find a way to tell her that she is my Luna and I am an Alpha wolf.
That’s perfect!
Why didn’t I think of this sooner, I just flared up and let my anger take control and now we are both mad at each other and I’ll definitely be sleeping alone tonight. That’s fine though, at least I came up with a solution to this misunderstanding and I’ll go up to her tomorrow and we’ll kiss and makeup and all these will be put behind us.
I looked around me and realized that I was almost close to my pack boundaries. I have wandered too far already, but the running did help me to find a solution to my problem and now I need to head back and hang out with my family and friends, but first thing tomorrow morning, I’ll make up with my girl and make her feel better. I’ll never make her cry again, it’s so heartbreaking to watch her cry because of me. The mate bond is really messing with her hormones, that is the main reason why she can’t control herself when she is around me, she simply can not resist the pull of our bond, it’s irresistible.
It’s not really her fault, yet I got pissed and yelled at her. I guessed am still used to suppressing everyone with my aura and making them do exactly what I want. I’m still learning to live with someone that I can’t suppress, it’s kind of new to me also. I know you think I am just trying to defend myself but I am just saying the truth ok, it’s kind of hard to have someone around that doesn’t have to do everything I say. It’s a little weird but it’s also intriguing.
When I arrived at the spot where the bonfire was set, I saw them partying hard and having so much fun. The booze must be a little tainted because I could see that some of the people around were drunk already. It’s not that easy to get us drunk, so I’m pretty sure that the booze is brewed specially for werewolves, that is the only way we could get drunk. They hushed and bowed in submission when I stepped into the party, I nodded my head in approval, telling them to continue having fun.
“What’s up Alpha, I thought you’ll be spending time with Sofia, what are you doing here?” Justin asked with a raised eyebrows.
“I’m fine man, I just need some time alone. How about the investigations I asked you to carry out, what have you found out?” I responded calmly.
“I left a file on your desk in your office, you can check it out whenever you want.” He said to me.
“Fine, I’ll be at the other side, I need some time alone, send someone to bring some booze over for me.” I told him before heading to a quiet place where I sat quietly under the moon, enjoying the peace and quiet while thinking of Sofia. Merely thinking about her was messing with my head already and I’m getting aroused again. I could feel my throbbing dick struggling to be set free between my legs. I wish she could see just how badly I need her too.
A few minutes later, an omega brought some drinks over to me. I decided to drown myself in alcohol, that may help me with this ache between my legs. I started sipping my drinks, taking my time so I could stay out a bit longer. I want to get in after she must have slept so I don’t bump into her until we’ve both had time to sleep off our anger.Nôvel(D)rama.Org's content.
Wait, why am I feeling tipsy?
Damn!
These drinks are really good stuff. It’s getting to me already. Fuck! I can’t remember the last I had such good drink that could take me out in just a few sips. It’s so good and it took my mind away from Sofia for some minutes, the only problem is that it did nothing to ease me of this pain between my legs. My dick is at full length already and I know it’s not going down any time soon. I need a very cold shower to ease my pain, I need to get out of here right now…
“Let me help you Alpha, I know you better than she does my love, I could make you happier. This could be a secret between us, you don’t have to push me away.” Stacy spoke up from behind me, causing me to turn around and glare at her, or at least I tried to, but I couldn’t even glare properly because I was drunk as hell.
“Fuck off Stacy, I don’t need you, I never have and I never will.” I stammered out in my tipsy state. But she didn’t listen, she walked up to me and grabbed a hold of my throbbing hard dick, squeezing gently on my balls. That fucking undid me, I was drunk, I was angry and she was pissing me off with her desperate, attitudes. I just fucking lost it, I wanted to punish her and I wanted to ease my aching dick so I just grabbed the needy whore and I turned her around so I don’t see her stupid face. I got my pants down and I forcefully penetrated her from behind, pounding into her as she screamed out loud.
I could tell that she’s faking those moans but I don’t fucking care, once I get my release, I’ll toss her like an old ragged doll. I kept pounding into her until I heard a sound from behind us like someone tripping and falling. I turned to yell at whoever it was, but I got the greatest shock of my life when I saw my mate, my love, my Sofia, standing behind us, sobbing her heart out as she watched me fucking Stacy so hard and fast.
Dear God!
What have I done?