Surrender Your Sensations

“I didn’t know you’re a student here. But I’m more surprised that you’re Bailey’s best friend.”

“Yeah. How small this world we live in. I didn’t know you’re my schoolmate.”

“Bailey beat me up earlier,” Rupert said before showing me some bruises on his arm. “She was so angry.” He chuckled.

I winced, looking at his bruises. I smiled shyly at Rupert. “She’s kinda overprotective of me. I’m sorry about that.”

“Nah. I deserve it. I took advantage of you that night. We did it again and again.” He tucked the loose strands of my hair behind my ear. “And yet I could still not get enough of you.”

“That mouth of yours, Rupert!” I swatted his hand away before looking around. I even pointed the fork in my hand at him and he chuckled even more.

We’re in the cafeteria, in the far right corner of the place. Like what we discussed this morning, we did meet for lunch together. I ordered carbonara while Rupert ordered a rice meal. Actually, he also ordered me a rice meal but seriously, I was not really hungry. In the end, he put the food inside my bag, insisting that I might be hungry later because I didn’t eat a proper lunch.

“So, you’re coming right? On Friday?”

I was stunned by his question. Am I coming? I heave a deep sigh. “I said it already, didn’t I? Let’s just settle in the one-time-big-time thing. I think last night was enough, Rupert. We don’t really have to extend this-”

“Nope. I don’t agree. I want you again and again,” then he emptied his plate before suddenly moving to the vacant seat next to me, “and again,” he whispered in my ear before I felt his hand slipping around my waist.

“W-What are you doing?”

I felt his other hand settle on top of my right thigh. He caressed it against the denim fabric of my pants as I could feel his breath on my neck. We were so close to each other.

“Not here, Rupert.” I hissed before I tried to push him away. I sucked a deep breath when he licked my earlobe. “R-Rupert.”

The cafeteria was so crowded and really, even though everyone was busy and had their own businesses, it’s impossible that no one would notice how close we were and what his hand was doing under the table.

The next thing I knew, I was biting my swollen bottom lip when his hand made its way in between my legs. I pressed my thighs together to stop his hand but eventually let go and allowed him to do what he intended to do when he started sucking my earlobe.

“R-Rupert, stop…”

“Hmnn… You are starting to get wet.”

“P-Please. People might see us.” I sighed in relief when he stopped sucking my earlobe. He then put a bigger distance between the two of us. But his hand didn’t stop. I felt him tracing my throbbing core under the denim fabric of my fitted jeans.

“Damn, I could feel your wetness,” he said while his fingers kept on rubbing and teasing my core. “I want to make you come. Should I do that?”

I let go of the fork I was holding and spontaneously grabbed my two hands on the edge of the table. My legs were a bit apart and my chest was moving in shallow breaths as the tension in my core was building up… getting ready for a convulsing release.

“No… I mean… Oh gosh, I think I’m coming.”

“Hmnnn … My sweetie is coming? That’s good to hear.” I felt him face me and then he sniffed my hair as his fingers’ motion doubled. “Come for me, Meredith. Let me feel how much you’re enjoying this.”

Then I found my release as if a button in my body was pressed. I sighed in pleasure and relief. No one seems to notice what we did. Thank God.

“Rupert! You’re so mean!” I slapped his shoulder for doing such sexual thing in the middle of a public place. “Goodness! What if someone caught us?”

“You suppressed your moans so well, sweetie. We weren’t caught because of that,” he said with a smile before quickly kissing my lips. “By the way, you were so hot while biting your lips earlier.”

“Rupert!”

He laughed. I slapped him again.

My God. For him, he didn’t do anything bad but for me, it was ridiculous. He pleasured my femininity in the middle of this crowd?!

“Don’t ever do that to me again! What if someone saw what-”

I was stunned by what I was going to say when he took my right hand and placed it in the middle of his lap. I felt his hardened manhood and I stared at him in awe.

He acted so casually with it. He simply took the fork from my plate, twirled the fork to get the pasta and then hovered it to my mouth, feeding me.

“Are you crazy?” I was about to remove my hand from his lap but he was quick to held it with his free hand.

“Please me while I feed you, sweetie.”

I gaped at him. “My God, Rupert. Don’t you know-”

“Fuck, Meredith. Ahh… Move your hand,” he whispered with a low growl.ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .

I don’t know what evil spirit came over me, but when he uttered my name, with a suppressed groan and husky voice, I seemed to be hypnotized. This is so wrong

I swallowed the carbonara he fed me before moving my hand against his hardened member. My hand moved up and down in the middle of his thighs.

Given our distance, I could clearly see how red the back of Rupert’s ears was and how he was chasing his breath. His eyes were covered with lust and I could feel his hips slightly thrusting to meet my hand. He kept on feeding me while hissing his moans.

“Fuck. You’re the only one who can make me come this fast,” he said before pouring me the last morsel of carbonara. He suddenly leaned on my shoulder at the same time as his legs trembled. “I can’t breathe. That was so hot, sweetie.”

My mouth fell open when I felt his pants slightly getting damp against my trembling palm. I felt my cheeks burning before I immediately removed my hand on top of his lap.

I heard him chuckle before he raised his head again. He kissed my temple before saying, “Thank you.”

My thighs were pressed together and I could feel the stickiness in the middle of my thighs. Damn. What we did was… I couldn’t find the right words to describe it.

“I can’t believe I let you do that to me,” I looked at him, “I can’t believe I pleasured you in a public place.”

“Don’t be embarrassed. It was heaven, sweetie.”

I couldn’t help but smile when he returned to his seat which was across from me. Then, he obtained something from his small backpack. I raised an eyebrow when I saw the wipes he took out from there.

“Woah. You’re not ready, are you?” I told him and he chuckled.

“I also have condoms here. We can do it in the bathroom or in the-”

“My God, Rupert! I can’t stand you!”

“You liked me. We did it a lot of times.”

“Rupert!”

He laughed before reaching for my hand that I used to pleasure him with. I was shocked when he started wiping it with the wet wipes after cleaning his hands. I stared at what he was doing. He’s cleaning my hand, too carefully- I could feel unexplainable tingles from my toes.

I know what Rupert and I had for each other is nothing but driven by libido and lust. But is it normal for me to be thrilled and feel tingly sensations with the gestures he was showing me?

“Why do you have to be this caring?”

“Huh?” He didn’t look at me and just continued wiping my hand.

“Why do you have to be this sweet?” I asked again before finally taking my hand away from his hold.

“Hey, I’m not done yet-”

“I can do it for myself,” I said before getting the pack of wipes from him..

“Did I do something… wrong?”

I gasped before avoiding his gaze.

“So, you really think touching me in the middle of this crowd and asking for me to give you a job is not wrong to do in a public place?”

I gasped. Yes. I am this hypocrite. I enjoyed what we did but still I hate the fact I let him do it to me. It shouldn’t be like this. I shouldn’t give him this much control of me, not when I mean nothing to him but some girl for him to fuck.

“I… I-I’m sorry.”

“I felt so used, Rupert.”

I started arranging my belongings because of the conscience I felt. I felt dirty too and weirdly conscious. I couldn’t help but to think someone might have seen what we did. It’s making me paranoid.

“I need to-”

“Rupert!”

I was stunned by the woman’s voice calling Rupert. A girl in a puffed-sleeved little dress reaching half of her thighs approached our table. She has long hair too and a very curvy body.

I raised an eyebrow as soon as the woman’s arm wrapped around Rupert’s neck.

“She’s Casiel,” Rupert immediately introduced the newcomer before he tried to remove her arms around his neck but she didn’t budge. Instead, she turned Rupert’s face towards her and kissed his lips.

It was as if reality slapped me so hard by what I had witnessed. I watched how Rupert willingly responded to her kiss. I felt disgusted as they started getting the attention of the other people in the cafeteria.

My fists clenched as the woman pulled Rupert upright. I suddenly had the urge to pull her hair out.

“Rupert? Are you free today? I miss you,” she immediately said after their kiss.

Rupert scratched his nape before grabbing his bag. He turned to me. “I need to go, Meredith. Let’s continue what we’re talking about next time.” He had the audacity to tap my head as if I was a kid. “I’m sorry, this is urgent.”

Just like that, he dismissed me. He didn’t even bother to say sorry for what he did earlier.

I leaned back in my seat and then realized how stupid I was. This was just all about libido, but why was I getting so involved?