Want to Play A Game

As I am starting to wake up, I see the sun shining threw my window. I’m hoping that is a sign that today will be a good day. I get up go and brush my teeth and decide to brush my messy hair too. I put it in a ponytail and  get myself dressed.

I’m so happy that I don’t have to work today. I am just going to be lazy the entire day and do a bunch of nothing. Well besides walking down to Starbucks and getting coffee, that alone will make it a wonderful day.

I grab my phone to see if I have any messages from him but it’s blank. I am really not sure why. I didn’t say anything that awful. I didn’t think so anyway. It has to mean that he is just not that into me, which is fine I really didn’t expect him to be.

I decide it’s time for my Starbucks maybe it will make me happy, I hope so. I am sort of nervous leaving my apartment. I don’t want to see him. I don’t really know how to react since he hasn’t sent any messages back to me.

I try to make it fast and quick to get out our building. As I leave I don’t even see him which I am disappointed but happy at the same time. I walk down the stairs, I’m excited for some caffeine and Oh my god it’s Jake once again.

“Good morning Jessica, I figured I would come over and see if you would like to go for coffee so we can talk.”

Come on Jake, I already told you last night that we are done. I don’t want to talk anymore about the same issues that we’ve had forever.

He’s following me down the stairs and out the door and walking beside. He just keeps talking. I am not listening, I am so sick of all of this. I was really hoping for a nice day with no distractions just relaxation but I guess that is far fetched.

I get to Starbucks, as I am looking at the menu, not really sure what to try. They have a white mocha iced coffee, I’ve never had it before so I decide to be daring and try it. Once I finish ordering my coffee, Jake of course has to try to pay for it. I tell him no!

I can pay for myself and I do just that. I just really want him to leave me be and move on that’s what he really needs to do. I was going to sit and enjoy my coffee. I really should just go home so I don’t have to listen to Jake anymore.

As I go to turn around to leave that’s when I see him its Matt. He is with another girl and I can’t be more jealous. I change my mind I’m going to stay, I find a seat and sit down. I try to make it not too noticeable as I watch him.

Jake’s lips are moving but I’m paying no attention to him simply not caring what he is saying. My desire is to watch Matt and drop kick the girl he is with. I am undressing him as I watch him.

He’s making me wet. I’m wanting him to pleasure me wishing that was even an option.

As my phone dings, I check it, its Matt.

I start reading, it says, Do you enjoy undressing me with your eyes?

I’m watching you biting your lip.

What are you trying to control?

I start to blush not realizing that he knew I was watching him. I reply to him with a smile face.

I have no idea what you are talking about.

Is the woman your with your girlfriend?

I hope that she isn’t his girl that would really suck but she is beautiful. While Jake is still talking he realizes that I am not paying any kind of attention to him.

“Jessica can you be anymore rude, I am trying to work this out with you so we can stay together.”

“Jake I told you that we are not getting back together. We are done you know that’s what is the best for both of us.”

“Really Jessica this is just bullshit, that you won’t even consider giving me a chance to make us both happy.”

“Why should we settle? We should not have to Jake. Seriously, we are just different from each other and we want different things now.”

Jake then gets all kinds of pissed off and storms out of Starbucks. I am so relieved to just be left alone. As I drink my coffee, I can finally enjoy my day off and relax. I watch Matt I can’t take my eyes off him.

My phone dings, I look its Matt, Why Jessica are you jealous?

I don’t know what to say of course I’m jealous but hell he don’t need to know the truth. I reply, of course not why would I be? I was just wondering.

My phone rings, I see that it is my mother. If Jake fucking called my mother what a fucking pussy. I’m not dealing with the both of them so I ignore her phone call.

As I finish up my coffee, it’s time, I’m ready to go, I get up and leave. Walking home I’m wondering if that is his girl or not but its really none of my business anyway.ConTEent bel0ngs to Nôv(e)lD/rama(.)Org .

I get back to my apartment, I want to watch a movie and relax.

Ding!

I look Matt writes, Do I turn you on as much as you turn me on? I’m just shocked, Oh my God did he just say, I turn him on?

Wait.

I think he might of just sent it to the wrong person. I reply hey I think you may have sent your last text to me by accident lol its all good though.

Ding!

No it was meant for Jessica. Are you going to answer me or keep me wondering?